well g-damn!

my favorite hammie passed away :(

let me explain...

through my marvelous innerweb travelings i came across this flickr page featuring the most adorable hamster i've ever seen. i bookmarked the page and whenever i was feeling bleh i'd check it for new photos to cheer me up cuz i'm weird like that. but really how could you look at this face and not smile? ok maybe it's just me.

anyway...i'm feeling kinda bleh today and randomly craving onion rings so i clicked over to see what chmurka was up to only to find out she died. wtf kind of world is this where innocent hammies die from cancer? i mean, i was totally ready to buy a hammie of my own but now i'm like fk that it's just gonna die and i can't really handle that.

ugh

this entry is for rashad. i wish i could have written something more substantial but i'm generally dissatisfied for no apparent reason and it's rendered me stagnant in all aspects. sorry. honestly, this shit sucks. rejuvenation would be awesome. or maybe i just need to do it.